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Much needed venting!

Thu, 27 Sep 2012 18:19:22 -0400

I never use this anymore unless I need to vent and I definitely need to right now.
Here it goes..
Everyone thinks you’re fucking great and newsflash you’re not. Since I was a little girl I was always treated worse than you. I’m sorry my parents didn’t have the job everybody wanted them to have and I’m sorry my parents didn’t have the PERFECT marriage. Our family never treated me right and only talked to me because I was there and they didn’t want to be rude. You are not better than me or anyone else. You are a piece of crap yet everyone still adores you for some reason. You met a guy married him within 2 months lied to everyone about when you got married! I got called a liar and treated even worse by family for not being as gullible and naive as them. Then you got pregnant right away and everyone made a huge deal about that and treats you even more amazing eventhough you don’t deserve it! You don’t take care of your kids. You care more about the tv and internet then them so yes please have another one. I see right through you. I see the real you and it’s awful. I don’t want to see you I don’t care how you’re doing and I don’t care about our family who acted like they cared about me my whole life but really didn’t. I Will do good for myself and my future children and the family that I decide I want in their life is all they’ll need to know that they’re loved and are just as important as everyone else. My children Will never have to feel like they aren’t as good as someone or someone elses children, because they are everything to me and the people who actually love them. So you all have a nice perfect piece of shit life. You’re all worthless and don’t deserve to see me succeed in my life. I Will prove all you wrong and I’ll be happier and stronger because what you all put me through. So thank you for showing me what real family isn’t. I would like to leave you with these finally words I’ll ever direct or say towards you. FUCK OFF ASSHOLES!!!(:

Look at how cute they are.

Thu, 17 May 2012 18:24:15 -0400

Look at how cute they are.

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Thu, 26 Apr 2012 03:32:00 -0400

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Thu, 26 Apr 2012 03:31:00 -0400

it was always you(:

Wed, 25 Apr 2012 02:18:46 -0400

I’m so glad I have you back in my life. I was the happiest when you were around. I promise baby I’ll never let you go again. I love you more than you’ll ever know.

Friday your birthday and I just miss you so fucking much. You were my best friend and I could tell...

Wed, 04 Apr 2012 16:35:55 -0400

Friday your birthday and I just miss you so fucking much. You were my best friend and I could tell you anything. It breaks my heart that you’re gone. I love you Sasha! I’ll never forget you.

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Mon, 26 Mar 2012 16:49:38 -0400

Love<3Love<3Love<3

Mon, 26 Mar 2012 16:47:00 -0400

Love<3Love<3Love<3

I am so glad that you can be a piece of shit parent and abandon your children whenever you feel the...

Mon, 26 Mar 2012 16:46:25 -0400

I am so glad that you can be a piece of shit parent and abandon your children whenever you feel the need to. Grow up act like a 40 year old women and not a 14 year old girl. You make me fucking sick! You’re more drama than a teenage girl and I hope one day you grow up and realize how much your children hate you and everyone else around you. Does it make you feel good to cheat on your husband with a 21 year old kid and not even care that it was your sons best friend? Does it make you feel good to not care that your children know that you’re screwing this kid? You don’t even care that everyone at your church is talking about how much of a fucked up parent and a piece of shit you are for cheating on your husband with this low life loser. God!!!! I just can’t stand you.

Baby Maria’s visitation. You are truly loved and missed little one. Rest in peace.

Sun, 11 Mar 2012 14:19:20 -0400

Baby Maria’s visitation.
You are truly loved and missed little one. Rest in peace.

Helpless..

Wed, 07 Mar 2012 17:05:00 -0500

I feel so helpless right now. My cousins baby died yesterday from SIDS. She was only about 6 months old.

Life is so crazy and unreal. I’ll never understand why bad things happen to good people.

Rest in peace Maria. Although I never got to meet you you were a beautiful little baby girl and it’s breaking our hearts that you were taken from us so soon.

Lyle and Lindsay you are in my thoughts and prayers as is your other little girl Olivia. I love you guys and I know I don’t get to see you very much but this news just breaks my heart.

Screw you kidney stone! I hate my life right now. I can’t even move without it hurting. I want...

Fri, 02 Mar 2012 00:11:34 -0500

Screw you kidney stone! I hate my life right now. I can’t even move without it hurting. I want to die right now. (not really but still)

Today just isn’t my day. And on another note…

FREE JORDAN! I miss you buddy. I know that you getting locked up will teach you to be a better and stronger person and I’ll visit you and write as much as I can. I can’t wait to see you when you get out.

We all love and miss you already.

I’m sorry you have a problem with what I have to say… Oh wait no I’m...

Wed, 29 Feb 2012 19:02:54 -0500

I’m sorry you have a problem with what I have to say… Oh wait no I’m not.

I’m not here to make people happy and say what everyone wants to hear. I’m sorry that I feel that it’s wrong for a girl to leave her 2 year old daughter at home to go out and get drunk when she’s PREGNANT! Do me a favor sweetheart if you have a problem with what I say just fuck off and not talk to me.

It’s kinda messed up that you think that it’s okay for a pregnant women to get drunk and leave her child at home ALONE! You’re a fucked up person let me tell you that!

Do me a favor and jump off a bridge with that piece of shit bitch. You both make me sick!

I miss you soldier!

Tue, 28 Feb 2012 19:47:00 -0500

Today I just can’t get you off my mind. I mean I think about you all the time but today all I want to do is cry.

I love you Adam and I miss you so much.

You were taken from us way too soon. I’m so thankful for what you did for our country though.

Rest in peace Adam. I’ll never forget you!

I never thought someone I knew would die while fighting for our country and when you did it turned my whole world around. You impacted so many peoples lives and I just hope you know how loved and how truly missed you are! You were an amazing man and an even more amazing soldier. You were one of the nicest people I knew and I just can’t believe you’re gone.

Some day when I stop loving you :/

Tue, 28 Feb 2012 04:35:24 -0500

I’ll move on baby just like youuu..

When the desert floods and the grass turns blue.

When a sailing ship don’t need her moon.

It’ll break my heart but I’ll get through..

Some day when I stop loving you!

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Sun, 26 Feb 2012 23:59:00 -0500

It’s been along day!! Got home from the concert and Midnight last night, had to be up at 3 am...

Sun, 26 Feb 2012 01:04:34 -0500

It’s been along day!! Got home from the concert and Midnight last night, had to be up at 3 am for work, and almost killed someone for being a stupid rude bitch. Went to work and slept for 8 hours, picked up a shift at work tomorrow so now I have to be up at 9 am. It’s been along couple days and I’m exhausted. I’ll post stuff soon I promise, but for now goodnight.

All ready to go. It’s Brad Paisley time!

Fri, 24 Feb 2012 17:53:04 -0500

All ready to go.

It’s Brad Paisley time!